Princess Sassy Pants & Co.™

I’m never sure what I will post, and today, this one popped out at me. It pretty much says everything. I know that this is said a lot in many ways, but when I began having true spiritual experiences, this is what I began to see.

I had literally searched everywhere for some sense of, well, I didn’t even know what I was searching for; I just wanted to feel something other than various degrees of the same misery. Every time I set my sights on a direction, I thought, “THIS is the way!” but I eventually ended up feeling disappointed yet again. It was like they all ended the same way–like sand in my hand.

I eventually concluded that I had searched everywhere I could with the same result. There was only one place I had yet to look…within. I had no clue what I was doing or looking for, but as it turns out, you don’t have to. In fact, the more comfortable you are with not having a clue, the easier it is. It was here that I began to see the first tiny glimmers of real hope, coming in quick flashes at first. And then, one day, it was like the world unzipped, and I could see beyond the facade. In one instant, I saw things beyond words, and it was very clear that I couldn’t find what I was looking for in all those faces and places because it was within me all along.

You carry everything with you…all the time. It’s never been apart from you, but the more we insist it’s outside somewhere, the more disappointed we become. No matter how much of the perfect “Instagram life” we might have, we will never be satisfied because it’s just too small, and our destiny is to know the truth of what we are and always have been.